I was still wondering about how the tragedy struck this
angelic pair of brother and sister when I noticed Emma fidgeting with a rather
heavy-looking watch on her slender wrist. It looked very odd on her wrist
because it was the kind of watch I generally noticed on the wrists of
army—personnel.
To be contd.
6 0ct0ber 2013
4.
I was extremely tired on that day, but I realized that for
Emma and Charles, this chance meeting of ours was something like an oasis. They
seemed to cherish these moments of contact. My being a stranger did not hinder
the closeness they had begun to feel for me by now. Charles had finished his
coffee, but unlike in our last meeting, he was not fidgety and troublesome now.
He was not eager to go home. I saw him prodding his sister about something.
Emma understood it and looked at him and me in amusement. “He wants to share
something with you. It is something we are not allowed to look at when we are
at home. So he carries it secretly in his schoolbag.” I was a bit alarmed as I
heard her say this. I saw Charles looking at me eagerly and Emma looking at him
and smiling indulgently. I was wary. I said haltingly, “Umm, well, I hope it’s
nothing out of the way.” Emma’s expression changed rapidly from amusement and
indulgence to a deep hurt. There were tears in her eyes. I was afraid she might
just get up and leave. I ignored her tears and covered up my lack of tact by
leaning across the table and reaching out to Charles with a great display of
joviality and said, “Oh yeah! Charles, what is the secret you want to share
with me?” Charles, who was blissfully unaware of the tense moment between me
and his sister, fished out something from the deep pocket of his schoolbag and
spread it out before me. It was a black and white photograph of a man in the
army uniform. The man was full of health and energy and smiled across to the
camera with the joy of life shining in every feature of his remarkably handsome
face. When I looked at Charles leaning
across the table, watching me proudly, there was no need for me to guess
further. I looked at Emma remorsefully. She had mastered the tears, but she was
in no mood to talk to me now.
I said, “Is this your father?” She just nodded. I obviously
could not expect her to say more than this. I could not show any further
curiosity than what was proper at that moment.
After some moments of silence I ventured to say, “But you
should be proud of this photo you have of your father. Why do you have to hide
it in Charles’s schoolbag? Is this the only photo you have of your father?”
Emma said, “No, we have an album full of photos. But our aunt
has taken it away from us. This we had found left behind in my mother’s drawer.
My aunt says that children like us should not get stuck in the past, we have a
long way to go, she says, and we must look ahead.”
I failed to understand this piece of wisdom on the part of
her aunt, but Emma seemed to have no problem with that.
To be contd.
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